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Plaquenil? Plaquenil (Hydroxychloroquine) is used to dampen inflammation in some forms of arthritis, especially rheumatoid arthritis and lupus. Plaquenil is usually used for long term disease control, rather than in the short term to control active bursts of inflammation. Plaquenil has important but uncommon side effects that may affect your eye. How does Plaquenil affect your eyes? The most important affect of Plaquenil on your eye is to damage the retina at the back of your eye. Fortunately, this is very uncommon and generally only occurs in patients on high doses or patients with bad kidney function. This sort of retinal damage may result in patchy loss of central vision or patchy loss of vision just close to the centre of your vision. There are a number of other much less important side effects of Plaquenil, including changes in the cornea and changes in the eyelids. To be at risk of eye problems from Plaquenil you need to be on quite a high dose. The dose that you can safely tolerate depends on your size. If you weigh less than 30kg, then you may run in to problems on just one tablet a day. If you weigh less than 60kg (around 9 ½ stone) then you may be at risk of eye problems on two tablets daily. What can I do to ensure my eyes are not affected? It is important to promptly report any changes in vision, especially any changes in your central vision whilst you are on Plaquenil. It is also useful to check your central and near central vision regularly. It is recommended that you check you vision on an Amsler chart weekly (see below). You do this by looking at the black dot in the centre with one eye at a time and noticing if there are any gaps or irregularities in the straight lines around the black dot. If there are any changes then you should tell your rheumatologist or your eye doctor promptly. The vast majority of patients on Plaquenil get absolutely no eye problems and you should not be unduly worried or concerned. If you have a good response in your arthritis to the Plaquenil then the benefits of a Plaquenil almost certainly outweigh the small risks to your eyes. So long as you are careful with your eyes, then there are no reasons that you should develop any problems in the long term. 
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Monday, November 26, 2012
Plaquenil and Your Eyes
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Almost Done Shopping
So this weekend we went nuts and spent too much money especially since we need to save for a down payment on our new house we will be purchasing in the next few months. BUT we are almost done Christmas shopping. We only need gifts for our secret Santa's and we are done! It is a small Christmas but it made me really think and get creative.
For a few years Christmas was getting kind of boring. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed spending time with family and friends but it was a lot of gifts and not enough fun. This year we have been celebrating for one week so far and it has been so much fun. Jackson makes everything better. I am very excited to take him to see Santa. Maybe next weekend. We were in Target today and saw an old man wearing a Santa hat with a real white beard (probably a Santa on the side). Jackson just looked at him and kept playing with his toy. SO, maybe this is an indication that he will not cry when on Santa's lap. Crossing my fingers.
Decorating is all done. I didn't do much this year. We bought a new pre-lit tree since our old tree took so long to put lights on and my wrists hurt too much to mess with that. I hope I can find someone who wants it, it is a really nice tree. This new tree is a little Charlie Brownish but its temporary. When we know what our new house looks like next year we can get one that fits better. The wreath is on the door and the stockings are on the mantel and that's all she wrote.
For a few years Christmas was getting kind of boring. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed spending time with family and friends but it was a lot of gifts and not enough fun. This year we have been celebrating for one week so far and it has been so much fun. Jackson makes everything better. I am very excited to take him to see Santa. Maybe next weekend. We were in Target today and saw an old man wearing a Santa hat with a real white beard (probably a Santa on the side). Jackson just looked at him and kept playing with his toy. SO, maybe this is an indication that he will not cry when on Santa's lap. Crossing my fingers. Decorating is all done. I didn't do much this year. We bought a new pre-lit tree since our old tree took so long to put lights on and my wrists hurt too much to mess with that. I hope I can find someone who wants it, it is a really nice tree. This new tree is a little Charlie Brownish but its temporary. When we know what our new house looks like next year we can get one that fits better. The wreath is on the door and the stockings are on the mantel and that's all she wrote.
Thursday, November 22, 2012
So Much to Be Thankful For
Happy Thanksgiving,
This year, more than most, I have so much to be thankful for. I am glad to be alive! I know it sounds dramatic but I really am. For a while there I was pretty sure I might not be here. I am so grateful to wake up every morning, even if it is to the sounds of Jackson crying for food. I am so blessed with a wonderful baby boy. He is perfect and not in the "I am the mom so he is the best" kind of way. He really is the best. I couldn't make it without my partner, my best friend, my husband. He has made all of this worth it. With my two boys everything is complete.
I am grateful for my loving supportive family. My parents and siblings are strong for me when I cannot be strong for myself. They are encouraging and hopeful when I need it most. I cant wait to move home and be able to hug them and see their beautiful faces. I am also excited for them to meet Jackson (he has had some visitors but many haven't had the chance to see him yet). I miss my Pappy and I am said he never got to see Jackson. I know he is watching over us now and he is so proud.
I am eternally grateful of my coworkers and friends. Its those people who helped me not feel like a monster when I know I looked like one. They treated me like normal and that's all I could ask for. My friends who checked on me and comforted me.
It hasn't all been bad this year. As bad as it was, it was mostly great. Jackson was born. I got to spend my pregnancy sharing every experience with my great friend, Vanessa, who also was pregnant and due the same week! I couldn't have asked for a better person to share that experience with.
It sounds kind of corny but I really hope you embrace all that you have to be thankful for and not just today but everyday. No specific blessing for today since this whole post is about being thankful!
This year, more than most, I have so much to be thankful for. I am glad to be alive! I know it sounds dramatic but I really am. For a while there I was pretty sure I might not be here. I am so grateful to wake up every morning, even if it is to the sounds of Jackson crying for food. I am so blessed with a wonderful baby boy. He is perfect and not in the "I am the mom so he is the best" kind of way. He really is the best. I couldn't make it without my partner, my best friend, my husband. He has made all of this worth it. With my two boys everything is complete.
I am grateful for my loving supportive family. My parents and siblings are strong for me when I cannot be strong for myself. They are encouraging and hopeful when I need it most. I cant wait to move home and be able to hug them and see their beautiful faces. I am also excited for them to meet Jackson (he has had some visitors but many haven't had the chance to see him yet). I miss my Pappy and I am said he never got to see Jackson. I know he is watching over us now and he is so proud.
I am eternally grateful of my coworkers and friends. Its those people who helped me not feel like a monster when I know I looked like one. They treated me like normal and that's all I could ask for. My friends who checked on me and comforted me.
It hasn't all been bad this year. As bad as it was, it was mostly great. Jackson was born. I got to spend my pregnancy sharing every experience with my great friend, Vanessa, who also was pregnant and due the same week! I couldn't have asked for a better person to share that experience with.
It sounds kind of corny but I really hope you embrace all that you have to be thankful for and not just today but everyday. No specific blessing for today since this whole post is about being thankful!
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Washington Post Article
I found this article on another Lupus blog I subscribe to. It is a very interesting article about a woman with Lupus who got an infection that wouldn't heal and how they eventually figured it out. She went through hell as many do with Lupus. This is a very scary reality for a lot of people and one of the things I fear the most. When a healthy person gets an infection, they can take meds and heal within 2 weeks most times. When people with weakened immune systems get an infection it can take forever to heal or, worse, it can be life threatening. So I try to stay away from "sick people" but that is so hard, especially when the "sick people" are my 7 month old son or my husband. Here is a clip from the article.
Medical Mystery
Today's Blessing: Having a clean house for tomorrow's festivities. Happy Thanksgiving Eve Everyone!
Shanmugam said she was struck by the paradoxical nature of Ayala’s case. Often,
she said, aggressive treatment of an underlying autoimmune disorder speeds
healing. “But her case was the opposite,” Shanmugam noted. “The more aggressive
people got with her lupus, the worse she got.”
Medical Mystery
Today's Blessing: Having a clean house for tomorrow's festivities. Happy Thanksgiving Eve Everyone!
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
I love my dermatologist
Today I had a follow up with my dermatologist. She said my skin is looking good. Its a little red in the cheeks but that is probably the result of healing from my flare. She said my skin biopsy is healing very well. The only complaint I had was my itchy scalp. I was given a sample spray for my scalp, can't wait to see if it helps! It's about time I go to a doctor who said I am doing well. I only have to see her once every six months unless I have a flare. In the event my Lupus acts up she is going to be the first person I see!
The dermatologist also said one of the positive things about my horrible relationship with the sun is my skin will be healthier; ie no wrinkles! Finally some silver lining.
Today's Blessing: My DVR. It is so full of wonderful shows I can't wait to watch. What did we do before DVRs? I remember missing shows or taping over a show, it was so disappointing.
The dermatologist also said one of the positive things about my horrible relationship with the sun is my skin will be healthier; ie no wrinkles! Finally some silver lining.
Today's Blessing: My DVR. It is so full of wonderful shows I can't wait to watch. What did we do before DVRs? I remember missing shows or taping over a show, it was so disappointing.
Monday, November 19, 2012
How to Add a Comment/Become a Follower
I wanted to help my readers out. Apparently it is a little confusing on how you can become a follower of Lupus & Sprout vs. how to comment.
Here is some guidance from blogger.
Who are Followers?
Here is some guidance from blogger.
Who are Followers?
Followers are people interested in your blog. They became a follower of your blog by either following your blog via your Following gadget or they followed your blog from their Reading List. When you click to become a follower you can use your GMail account among others. If you do not have an account you can sign up for one. Once you sign up to be a follower you will show up as a member. I think I only have one right now. You can also just add your email address to have my posts sent directly to you if you'd like. I am still learning but I cannot figure out how to find out who/how many people are email followers. BUT if you sign up to be a follower with your account I can see those (plus you can upload a picture as well).
Leaving a Comment:
If you would like to leave a comment, and I hope you do, you have to choose who you want to be displayed as. When you are finished typing your message hit publish. A window will pop up with those horrible scrambled numbers/letters and you will have to type the set into the box with a space. Then it should work.
The more interaction I get from my readers the better the blog will be. If you need help let me know.
Today's Blessing: The Internet. How did we live without it?
Leaving a Comment:
If you would like to leave a comment, and I hope you do, you have to choose who you want to be displayed as. When you are finished typing your message hit publish. A window will pop up with those horrible scrambled numbers/letters and you will have to type the set into the box with a space. Then it should work.
The more interaction I get from my readers the better the blog will be. If you need help let me know.
Today's Blessing: The Internet. How did we live without it?
Sunday, November 18, 2012
I Love Sundays
This might be my favorite day of the week. Sundays are super relaxing around here. This morning Jackson slept in until 7 and then we went on a walk around the block. I enjoy morning walks because it is still cool outside and no one else is out and about. Today we walked by the mailbox and around the block the long way. I was pretty tired when we got back but it felt good. So two days of walking (outlets yesterday) has got to be good for me. I made sure to use a lot of sunblock and covered up. Still getting used to by unhealthy relationship with the sun (thanks Lupus). On the plus side, I got a new hat at Ann Taylor; it's so cute.
Sundays are great days to catch up on house cleaning and laundry. I get a lot of satisfaction when my house is clean. I guess cleaning makes you feel good because you can see fast results and have control over the process. With Thanksgiving this week I wanted to make sure our house is at least presentable.
Wearing sweatpants and slippers all day. Everyone needs a day a week to do that! Plus, football means sitting back with the hubby eating some yummy snacks.
It doesn't get better than a lazy Sunday.
Today's Blessing: I forgot to add a blessing to my last post so I will give two today! First, having the ability to walk. Being able to move makes you feel good and its good for you. Second, finding a few pair of pants that actually fit for work. I have lost 50 lbs since I had Jackson in April (7 months ago). I think it is the best thing about getting Lupus.
Sundays are great days to catch up on house cleaning and laundry. I get a lot of satisfaction when my house is clean. I guess cleaning makes you feel good because you can see fast results and have control over the process. With Thanksgiving this week I wanted to make sure our house is at least presentable.
Wearing sweatpants and slippers all day. Everyone needs a day a week to do that! Plus, football means sitting back with the hubby eating some yummy snacks.
It doesn't get better than a lazy Sunday.
Today's Blessing: I forgot to add a blessing to my last post so I will give two today! First, having the ability to walk. Being able to move makes you feel good and its good for you. Second, finding a few pair of pants that actually fit for work. I have lost 50 lbs since I had Jackson in April (7 months ago). I think it is the best thing about getting Lupus.
Friday, November 16, 2012
Jury Duty, ugh
I received another jury duty summons yesterday in the mail. I got a summons in October right in the middle of my first Lupus flare. I was able to get out of it then due to illness but I didn't think I would get another so soon. I do not normally think jury duty is a bad thing. In fact, I would like to do it at some point. However, right now I do not think its a good idea. I am still trying to get used to my new meds and I am trying to see how I am affected by light. I am going to ask for an exception. If I can get them to excuse me until we move back to Maryland that would be great.
As for moving, there is a lot of planning involved so I am going to be pretty busy these next few months. On the 27th I am meeting with my Rheumy and then I should know what date works for the move. Hoping to get transferred to Johns Hopkins Lupus Center. I want to make sure we move in between appointments and I do not want to have to wait to meet my new doctor for too long. So not only will I be doing normal things like finding daycare, a pediatrician, family doctor and dentist, but I will also have to find a dermatologist, optamologist, rheumatologist, and I'm sure others.
Weekend plans include outlet shopping and yoga followed by Ravens football. So ready for some relaxing with my family and friends.
As for moving, there is a lot of planning involved so I am going to be pretty busy these next few months. On the 27th I am meeting with my Rheumy and then I should know what date works for the move. Hoping to get transferred to Johns Hopkins Lupus Center. I want to make sure we move in between appointments and I do not want to have to wait to meet my new doctor for too long. So not only will I be doing normal things like finding daycare, a pediatrician, family doctor and dentist, but I will also have to find a dermatologist, optamologist, rheumatologist, and I'm sure others.
Weekend plans include outlet shopping and yoga followed by Ravens football. So ready for some relaxing with my family and friends.
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
A Cruel Mystery
The Lupus Foundation of America started a new educational campaign for Lupus awareness called The Cruel Mystery. I am new to this disease and I admit I had heard of Lupus but I never cared enough to look into what Lupus actually is. Below is a link to the new campaign website and to lupus.org. There are a lot of super smart people out there trying to find a cure. Please take a few minutes to read about the research being done and ways you can help.
Lupus is a cruel mystery.
It’s one of the cruelest, most mysterious diseases on earth. Lupus strikes without warning, has unpredictable, sometimes fatal effects, lasts a lifetime, and has no known cause and no known cure.
There’s more to lupus than meets the eye; It is difficult to diagnose, hard to live with, and a challenge to treat. Lupus is hidden from view because people often times may not look sick. It is more pervasive than people think, and strikes on a scale that the public does not realize.
The Lupus Foundation of America is embarking on a cross-country quest to solve the cruel mystery of lupus and end its devastating impact. We are going to communities across the nation to educate individuals with lupus, their families and their health care professionals, raise public awareness of lupus, and to urge Congress to increase support for lupus medical research. Join us in the fight to end lupus. Learn more about the “Help Us Solve the Cruel Mystery™ National Tour”.
I would love to attend the tour in Richmond, VA on 16 March 2013. Maybe I will be home in Maryland by then (more to come on the move from Texas to Maryland).
cruelmystery.org and What is the cruel mystery?
Today's Blessing: Lupus.org and all of those responsible for the website. I have learned so much from this site. I am glad to have a trustworthy place to get my Lupus information.
Lupus is a cruel mystery.
It’s one of the cruelest, most mysterious diseases on earth. Lupus strikes without warning, has unpredictable, sometimes fatal effects, lasts a lifetime, and has no known cause and no known cure.
There’s more to lupus than meets the eye; It is difficult to diagnose, hard to live with, and a challenge to treat. Lupus is hidden from view because people often times may not look sick. It is more pervasive than people think, and strikes on a scale that the public does not realize.
The Lupus Foundation of America is embarking on a cross-country quest to solve the cruel mystery of lupus and end its devastating impact. We are going to communities across the nation to educate individuals with lupus, their families and their health care professionals, raise public awareness of lupus, and to urge Congress to increase support for lupus medical research. Join us in the fight to end lupus. Learn more about the “Help Us Solve the Cruel Mystery™ National Tour”.
I would love to attend the tour in Richmond, VA on 16 March 2013. Maybe I will be home in Maryland by then (more to come on the move from Texas to Maryland).
cruelmystery.org and What is the cruel mystery?
Today's Blessing: Lupus.org and all of those responsible for the website. I have learned so much from this site. I am glad to have a trustworthy place to get my Lupus information.
Sunday, November 11, 2012
What a Week
Wow, it was a long hard week. Just as I am getting rest and recovering from last week I am getting ready to start a new week that will be just as long and hard. Thank God we have off on Monday so I can get an extra nap in.
Let me catch you up on some great news. Friday we took Jackson in for his check up to see how much longer he will be needing to wear his helmet. He is growing so fast that it looks like he will only need it for 6 more weeks. If he was a first time patient, they wouldn't even recommend the helmet now because his numbers were so good! I could tell his head wasn't as flat as it was but it was GREAT to have the doctor confirm it. Now that will be a wonderful Christmas gift.
Yesterday my husband and I went to our first Lupus support group and it was a good experience. There were about 10 people and one other guy whose wife was diagnosed with SLE a month ago. I really enjoyed listening to the ladies share stories about there Lupus. Some things I haven't experienced yet (hopefully never will) but a lot of the ladies had very similar issues that I have. We will definitely keep attending.
And we made it to the zoo. Jackson was more interested in the kids running around than all the new animals. He enjoyed the flamingos and alligators. It was nice to be out walking around and getting fresh air. We learned that Jackson loves the baby food in the squishy bags. It is much easier to use those than to have to carry food and a spoon.
Today's Blessing: Having my Mom here for the weekend. It was really nice having her here to help with Jackson. Too bad she is leaving tomorrow.
Let me catch you up on some great news. Friday we took Jackson in for his check up to see how much longer he will be needing to wear his helmet. He is growing so fast that it looks like he will only need it for 6 more weeks. If he was a first time patient, they wouldn't even recommend the helmet now because his numbers were so good! I could tell his head wasn't as flat as it was but it was GREAT to have the doctor confirm it. Now that will be a wonderful Christmas gift.
Yesterday my husband and I went to our first Lupus support group and it was a good experience. There were about 10 people and one other guy whose wife was diagnosed with SLE a month ago. I really enjoyed listening to the ladies share stories about there Lupus. Some things I haven't experienced yet (hopefully never will) but a lot of the ladies had very similar issues that I have. We will definitely keep attending.
And we made it to the zoo. Jackson was more interested in the kids running around than all the new animals. He enjoyed the flamingos and alligators. It was nice to be out walking around and getting fresh air. We learned that Jackson loves the baby food in the squishy bags. It is much easier to use those than to have to carry food and a spoon.
Today's Blessing: Having my Mom here for the weekend. It was really nice having her here to help with Jackson. Too bad she is leaving tomorrow.
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
Made it to Hump Day
I made it to Wednesday working full days. I am exhausted! I am busy catching up but I am also done with that. Today was spent on mandatory training, which might be why I am so tired... those are super draining.
I am lucky to have the job I do. While I was on sick leave they turned out the lights in my office as a reasonable accommodation for the lupus symptom of sensitivity to florescent lighting. Like most people, my workplace is covered in florescent lighting. Almost everywhere you go you have to deal with it. Before I returned to work I went to Macy's and the lighting bothered me so much I thought I was going to have a stroke. I got a headache, my eyes wouldn't stop blinking, vision blurred and I thought I was going to vomit. I'm thinking this happened because of the lights but who knows for sure.
The only thing bothering me in my office now is the computer screen. Not sure if its the brightness or the jumpy mouse but I have to figure that out. Maybe its the font size. Guess I know what I am doing tomorrow.
Today's Blessing: Having lunch with my husband and Jackson. It was great to see his little smiling face midway through my day. A little pick-me-up. I wish his daycare was closer so I could pop by more often.
I am lucky to have the job I do. While I was on sick leave they turned out the lights in my office as a reasonable accommodation for the lupus symptom of sensitivity to florescent lighting. Like most people, my workplace is covered in florescent lighting. Almost everywhere you go you have to deal with it. Before I returned to work I went to Macy's and the lighting bothered me so much I thought I was going to have a stroke. I got a headache, my eyes wouldn't stop blinking, vision blurred and I thought I was going to vomit. I'm thinking this happened because of the lights but who knows for sure.
The only thing bothering me in my office now is the computer screen. Not sure if its the brightness or the jumpy mouse but I have to figure that out. Maybe its the font size. Guess I know what I am doing tomorrow.
Today's Blessing: Having lunch with my husband and Jackson. It was great to see his little smiling face midway through my day. A little pick-me-up. I wish his daycare was closer so I could pop by more often.
Monday, November 5, 2012
Hand, Foot, and Mouth Disease..Ugh
Today was my first day back at work after being off for what seems like forever. It went well. I got tired around 130 but I persevered through it. I am ready for bed already and its only 630. I am glad to back in the office with people to talk to and something to take my mind off Lupus. Not that I don't enjoy spending my time talking to my husband and other family members.
Jackson stayed home today with his dad and they went to the doctor since he hasn't been getting better. He has Hand, Foot, Mouth disease. That sounds disgusting. It is apparently pretty common for kids to get this and he probably got it from daycare. I am glad to know what it is so we can start getting better. It is the worst feeling to see your baby so sick and not eating. I'm crossing my fingers I do not get this sickness, not what I need right now.
Today's Blessing: My coworkers. I am happy I have a great group of people to work with and who look out for me.
Jackson stayed home today with his dad and they went to the doctor since he hasn't been getting better. He has Hand, Foot, Mouth disease. That sounds disgusting. It is apparently pretty common for kids to get this and he probably got it from daycare. I am glad to know what it is so we can start getting better. It is the worst feeling to see your baby so sick and not eating. I'm crossing my fingers I do not get this sickness, not what I need right now.
Today's Blessing: My coworkers. I am happy I have a great group of people to work with and who look out for me.
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Sick Sproutlet
Well we made it to the family photo yesterday. Jackson had a fever (101.8) but the Tylenol took it down. He did great until the photographer put him on his belly but by then we were finished anyway. It is nice to already have my Christmas cards ordered, one less stressor.
I thought he was doing better but this morning the fever is back. So I am up early again today with a sick baby and the clocks fell back an hour. Maybe I will get a nap. I am lucky because he doesn't fuss too bad when he is sick, he mostly sleeps. I'm crossing my fingers he keeps eating and drinking because if not we will have to take him in for emergency care.
This weekend so far has been very relaxing. Just what I needed before returning to work tomorrow. Other than watching football I have to find something to wear to work tomorrow. Not sure what still fits since I lost so much weight from the Lupus flare. Definitely not going to get rid of any clothes until I see how the medication makes my body get bigger or smaller. I am excited to see my coworkers and get back to doing something other than sleeping. And, I bet tomorrow at work I will want to be home taking a nap.
What is everyone else doing today?
Today's Blessing: Health insurance. I got a statement of coverage in the mail and my last visit to the ER was completely covered. (EDIT: Got another statement and I owe $125. Not bad considering the total was well over $5,000! Still a blessing.)
I thought he was doing better but this morning the fever is back. So I am up early again today with a sick baby and the clocks fell back an hour. Maybe I will get a nap. I am lucky because he doesn't fuss too bad when he is sick, he mostly sleeps. I'm crossing my fingers he keeps eating and drinking because if not we will have to take him in for emergency care.
This weekend so far has been very relaxing. Just what I needed before returning to work tomorrow. Other than watching football I have to find something to wear to work tomorrow. Not sure what still fits since I lost so much weight from the Lupus flare. Definitely not going to get rid of any clothes until I see how the medication makes my body get bigger or smaller. I am excited to see my coworkers and get back to doing something other than sleeping. And, I bet tomorrow at work I will want to be home taking a nap.
What is everyone else doing today?
Today's Blessing: Health insurance. I got a statement of coverage in the mail and my last visit to the ER was completely covered. (EDIT: Got another statement and I owe $125. Not bad considering the total was well over $5,000! Still a blessing.)
Friday, November 2, 2012
Sick Day with Jackson
Happy Friday!
This morning Jackson threw up his formula right after I fed him. Not a little spit up but the whole 5 ounces at once. It scared me because his mouth was full of vomit and he didn't seem to know how to spit it out. I was afraid he would choke so I pulled him up and the vomit went all over his crib (doing laundry now). I had just dressed him too. So, on with a new outfit. Boy, babies go through a lot of clothes. I took him to daycare since I thought he was just rolling around too much and made himself sick.
Once we got to daycare he had a bowel movement and then an hour later they called me and said he did it again but more runny. He was covered in poo (another outfit change). So, here I am. At home with the baby. I would have been home today anyway since it's my last day off before I go back to work on Monday. I have been off for three weeks and, honestly, I am glad to have my last day with him. He seems fine now. And I hope he doesn't get worse because emergency care is pricey and crowded but don't kids always seem to get sick on the weekends?
I am crossing my fingers he is okay tomorrow since I scheduled a family picture session. I was hoping to go to the store today to get my husband and myself new shirts for the picture. If Jackson is feeling up to it, I guess I can still do that.
And, maybe a walk when the sun goes down.
Today's Blessing: Waiting only 10 minutes for early voting.
This morning Jackson threw up his formula right after I fed him. Not a little spit up but the whole 5 ounces at once. It scared me because his mouth was full of vomit and he didn't seem to know how to spit it out. I was afraid he would choke so I pulled him up and the vomit went all over his crib (doing laundry now). I had just dressed him too. So, on with a new outfit. Boy, babies go through a lot of clothes. I took him to daycare since I thought he was just rolling around too much and made himself sick.
Once we got to daycare he had a bowel movement and then an hour later they called me and said he did it again but more runny. He was covered in poo (another outfit change). So, here I am. At home with the baby. I would have been home today anyway since it's my last day off before I go back to work on Monday. I have been off for three weeks and, honestly, I am glad to have my last day with him. He seems fine now. And I hope he doesn't get worse because emergency care is pricey and crowded but don't kids always seem to get sick on the weekends?
I am crossing my fingers he is okay tomorrow since I scheduled a family picture session. I was hoping to go to the store today to get my husband and myself new shirts for the picture. If Jackson is feeling up to it, I guess I can still do that.
And, maybe a walk when the sun goes down.
Today's Blessing: Waiting only 10 minutes for early voting.
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Focusing on the Golf Balls
I must be depressing to my husband. He sent me the below link that a friend of his had posted on Facebook. I think I have heard something like this before but like most people you read it then move on and forget. This time I read it with a different outlook on life and I definitely think I need to focus more on the golf balls.
The golf balls are the important things: Our efforts for everlasting happiness, our spiritual, emotional, mental and physical health, our family, our partner, our children, our friends. Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, our life would still be full.
The golf balls are the important things: Our efforts for everlasting happiness, our spiritual, emotional, mental and physical health, our family, our partner, our children, our friends. Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, our life would still be full.
So, for my husband (and myself), I am going to think of something everyday that I am thankful for and that makes me happy (and it won't always be my little man).
Today's Blessing: No one ringing the doorbell after lights out on Halloween and not getting egged.
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